Jan. 7, 2008 Post on MySpace

January 7, 2008 - Monday

I love you Bryant...
Current mood: numb
Category: Life


I miss my baby brother so much. I keep looking at pictures of him and right now all I want is a big bear hug from him. I keep looking at his myspace page & checking the last login date thinking he's visiting my mom and he'll log on from there....

This is still just all overwhelming and so unreal to me. I know that he is in a much better place, I keep telling myself that. I just need help dealing with all of my emotions right now.... I feel like they are all out of control.....

I also know that I need to put God first. Without God, I don't even know where I would be or what state of mind I would be in right now. He has been by my side since Bryant's passing. With the love, prayers & support of friends & family I know I will get through this. It is definately going to take some time........






Currently listening :
Waking Up
By Bethany Dillon
Release date: By 03 April, 2007

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♥The Brashers♥

My Prayers are with you.

Posted by ♥The Brashers♥ on January 8, 2008 - Tuesday at 1:42 PM